The Day It All Ended…

The memory of the day when darkness filled my life once again still haunts me

The dreams I had weaved for our togetherness were seeming to be shattered shards of my heartshattered slowly and inflicting as much pain as it was possible

I thought after meeting you I would bid-adieu to the darkness forever but like every other time there was something else in store

I could feel the demons laughing at me as if saying that I was a fool to even think that I can be happy too

There was no sign of a new dawn in my life and I was well aware of the fact that it will never going to arrive

There was a clear vision in front of my eyes of me spending my remaining years in misery

Whenever I would see the drops of rain knocking on my window my eyes would well up from the memory when I first confessed my love to you under the rain

The moments we spent together which once used to be a sweet memory were now torturing each and every nerve of my body

The scent of your body which I used to cherish was now starting to suffocate me

My ears would crave to hear your voice and when they don’t get to hear it a feeling of melancholy and despair would wash over me

It’s easy to say that life moves on but that day it all ended for me, My reason to smile and my will to live. In other words that day turned me into a breathing corpse

 

 

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The Girl With Mysterious Persona…

Love was mere misconception for me until you stepped in 

Your hazel eyes casted a spell on me which evoked a fire of love in my heart

loveEvery time I would feel the warmth of your touch there would be a strong urge coursing through my body to make love to you

There was desperation all over me to explore you 

Every single word that would escape your mouth was like a treasure to me

Your mysterious persona compelled me to know more about you

I wanted to be your box of secrets 

I don’t wanted to wipe your tears instead I wanted to throw the reason behind those tears out of your life

I wanted to sleep beside you to stare at your angelic face till dawn cracks up in the sky 

I wanted to cuddle you whenever you would be upset

I wanted to touch your lips with mine 

I wanted to be beside you till my last breath but you walked out silently…leaving me to rot 

In this chaos of world I still feel your presence, perhaps I am physically present here but my heart resides in your memories.

 

Pile of worries< Contentment

Hello folks….Lately I was struggling toblog picture concentrate on my writing as one of the biggest thing a writer fear had struck me: Writer’s block. Sitting and staring at a blank screen with these keywords mocking me was frustrating and eventually my mind drifted off to the negative things in my life. I have always been afraid of the writer’s block as whenever it would occur the issues in my life would automatically come to confront me. I would be restless for the whole day and in the nights sleep would evade me. Luckily before turning into a maniac I got my hands on a book which not only helped me in overcoming my writer’s block but also instilled some words of wisdom in me.

Like other self-help books this book too had the main motive of telling the reader how not to pay any heed to the pile of worries in his life if he wants to attain contentment. As every time he will acknowledge the presence of issues in his life they will crave for more of his attention, which eventually will lead to discontentment. At first I thought there was nothing new in the book but something held me back from closing and keeping it aside. Perhaps I wanted to try my bit to make my wrecked life slightly better. So when I finished the book, don’t know why I felt relieved. Maybe I got a ray of hope. The priceless advice offered by the book will remain with me forever and I would love to share some of it with you.

While admiring the mansions we often forget how much satisfaction our small home gives to us

It was one of my favorite context from the book. As the heading states, Often we forget to appreciate the things which play a small yet vital role in our life. We always take them for granted. For example a businessman sat dejected in his room, cursing his fate after a lucrative deal slipped off from his hand. In the same moment on the other hand a person lay on a hospital bed fighting for his life, several tubes attached to his body and a painful groan would leave his mouth after every few seconds. I don’t think I need to mention whose condition was better. The businessmen should have been grateful that his suffering was little if compared to the man in the hospital and millions other like him.

For once we put our trust in the corrupt politicians but we never really trust the plan that god have for us

This one is so true. We never really trust god’s plan. Whenever a trouble would occur in your life, the very first thing you will think of is that ‘Why me only’, you would shout at god asking what was your fault and why he’s being so cruel to you. Admit it we all have done that. Often we hold god as responsible for our sufferings. But remember one thing god created life and death, he tried and created you and in my accordance no one would like to hurt their own creation. God have a reason for your every single suffering.

Living an ordinary life in an extraordinary world

Purpose of life is misconstrued by many people. Life is much more than studying, getting a job, getting married, paying bills and work till you are struck by some kind of disease which will eventually take you to the end of your life. We never really muster up the courage to expand our limits and explore.

I know working in these areas might not completely evacuate the worries from your life but it can surely lessen them and as we all know something is better than nothing.

 

Trust…

Hello readers….As blog picture no.2 the wind knocks on my window and with some coffee by my side I am back with a new blog post. Today’s topic is about something on which the whole world relies on, something we have never seen but its intense power is enough to make us feel it’s existence. Trust, A five letter word holding an unimaginable amount of power. During our childhood we were taught by our parents to have faith in god no matter what the circumstances are as he will surely come to your rescue. Despite some instances occurred where my trust was put at test I managed to go through it with some effort. During those days I learned that trust is something a human being cannot completely decode in his lifetime, Everyone will have his own interpretation about it. When putting your faith in someone think like an investor who analyze every aspect before investing his money. Sadness is right now the world is dominated by the people who don’t think twice before breaking somoene’s trust. Greed overpowers them and they have alienated themselves from things like trust and loyalty. Once they have got what they wanted from you they’ll stab you in the back and walk away. Now the question arises how can you come to know that whom you should trust whom you shouldn’t, Well there is no hard and fast rule for it it’s all upon how you think of that person, What do you think his priorities are and is he worthy enough to be trusted by you. If trusting someone carefully is important likewise valuing someone else faith in you is also important. Some people want their trust to be valued when they don’t give a shit about other’s faith. Life is too short to hurt someone by betraying them, instead prove that they have done a right thing by thinking you are worthy enough to attain their trust. In the conclusion of this post all I want to say is the world is full of bad people so  before trusting someone think more than twice and if someone have shown faith in you never make them regret it. Remember if the world is full of bad people try to be good one yourself, who knows it might bring a change no matter how small it is.

Is it possible to be friend with the person you have fallen for?

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Boy: I really love you

Girl:  I can understand but please don’t spoil what we have

Boy:  At least give us a shot

Girl: I can’t

Boy: I want you…

Girl never understood boy’s feelings only the boy stopped expressing them.

Just to be near her the boy signed the pact of being just a ‘Mere friend’ of the girl.

Hello fellas…Today’s topic consists of one of the deadly combos. Having friends in your life is indeed a blessing. You have them by your side in your tough times, you can share anything with them and the best part is you can be totally yourself in front of them. Even though friendship has so many pro’s it feels like a curse when you have to be JUST friend with the person you have fallen for. Well we know our heart never takes our consent before falling for someone and that’s the worst thing about it as most of the times you end up loving the person who don’t have any intentions to love you back. So is it possible to see that person only as your friend and not as someone you love?. In my opinion it’s a big NO. You are just compromising to stay near that person as what you’ll have cannot be certainly called as a friendship. Having no other solution in sight and also not wanting to completely distance themselves from the person they love, one agrees to stay friends. Unrequited love always inflict pain but sustaining these kind of pains is a small thing for someone whose love is unconditional. Even after moving on in their life they silently care about the person they love. Also they prepare themselves to not to feel bad when come to know that their love has found someone special in their life. However no matter what doing, one thing always teases them is that they never thought life would trick them this way.

 

Is Love An illusion?

Hey fellow bloggers…As you read the title today’s blog post will question the existence of love. I know we all have different opinions on this topic so I’ll tell you mine in this post, You guys please tell me your point of view in comments. Many people I have seen labeling love as an illusion but are they true?. Well in my accordance most of them even though after searching for long haven’t found anyone whose only one glance can literally put them in trance. There are also ones who have experienced the feeling of love but the only thing yielded out of it for them was grief. They have their reason to call love a phantasm as it helps them to suppress their sadness. A quote most of you might have heard that if a lie told often enough becomes the truth, It somewhere applies in this matter as nowadays I am observing the number of people who think love is nothing else but an illusion is increasing at a splendid pace where as the people who believe in it have become a minority. I agree love can be cruel sometimes but denying its existence is somewhat I think won’t help. If lucky enough to savor it, You’ll know that the feeling of love is the best thing you have ever experienced. There is no need to be dejected if the person you love doesn’t reciprocate your feelings, you can’t force someone to love you back and if what you feel is true learn to respect their decision. As long as searching your soul mate is concerned remember wise people say best things come when you are not looking for them.

Why our crushes hold a prominence in our heart?

Hey folks…Today’s topic is something you can put in the category of most common if talk about infatuation or obsession. There would a rare on this planet who never had a crush. Majority have experienced the feeling of being someone’s secret admirer. A burning desire to be with that person courses through your body and engulfs you in ecstasy. A nanosecond eye-contact with your crush gives you goosebumps. No matter you are a confident person or not you had surely stuttered in front of your crush at least once. You stole glances at them thinking how can someone be so infallible. Despite having a crush is a wonderful feeling the sad part is that in most cases you never attain your crush. The reason could be anything from being not able to muster up the courage to confess your feelings to getting rejected by your crush. In spite of the above mentioned reasons for not getting your crush the most painful one is when they reject you saying that they are not ready for these kind of things and few days later you get to know that they have got committed to someone else. I know I’ll sound a little blunt here but it’s a truth. Even though the person you are infatuated towards is not yours the feeling of jealousy automatically crept’s up when you see them with someone else. I don’t believe when someone says that a crush lasts only for six-seven months if it lasts more than that it means you are in love, In my accordance having a crush is not a chemistry experiment that there will be a specific quantity or in this case specific tenure for it. It varies from person to person. Irrespective of getting over your crush or not they will still hold a prominent place in your life. It is a human myth if you don’t get something or someone the value of it skyrocket’s  in your life. Don’t get me wrong, If you deliberately walks out of someone’s life just to increase your value, there is no surety that it will happen, It depends upon how much that person is obsessed with you. There is always a ray of hope in your heart that one day you will get your crush and because of that hope only you try to convince them but only later you realize that you were fighting a loosing battle. As i conclude this post one thing I’ll suggest you is that don’t regret having a crush if it hurts you, Remember it transformed you emotionally in a positive way and had made you wiser.

Over-thinking: The root of many disasters…

Hey readers…In my third blog post I would like to talk about something that nearly destroyed my life. Yes as you read the title I am talking about over-thinking. The disease of over-thinking caught me few years back. I was a jolly guy who would always keep smiling. I used to find utter solace in making others happy by joking all the time. Time changed. We all know our life have this knack of turning things upside down that too in a blink. I started to over-think about every element of my life. Everything seemed to go downhill. I was turned into a certified pessimist with not even a drop of optimism was left in me. I was always expecting the worst. The thing still disturbs me is that there was no such specific incident which could be labelled as a reason for the change in my mindset. I was always used to thought that I was fit enough but this over-thinking sickness roped that in too. Worst days were when a minor issue in my body would look like symptoms of a lethal disease to me, though my medical reports were showing I was okay. I would go days just lying down in my bed cursing my destiny. My parents after recognizing such a drastic change in my behavior took me to a counselor. They were probably thinking I had gone mad. The counselor tried to make me understand that whatever I was feeling was just an illusion. I was unaffected by his words. Hence he prescribed me some antidepressants. Like the counselling session the medicine also turn out to be useless. During that period whenever I would write something it would be so awful that even I hated to read that. When nothing for good happened I felt scared that I have to spend the whole life with a damn pessimistic mindset. It was my time to make a choice. Either I could give a shot to bring back the joy in my life or I could just stay rotten like this. Needless to say I badly wanted the former one so I started with something that earlier used to give me contentment. I begin to make other people laugh. It was a little tough at first as after a long-span I was joking and laughing so I felt a little odd but finally I got my ability to smile. Though I haven’t fully recovered from the traumatic days I have gone through but I am trying my best to keep the negative thoughts at bay. So guys all I want you to take from this post is learn to stay happy and most importantly if you too over-think about the negatives in your life decide to drop that habit right now and do something that brings a smile on your face.

Do just getting the person you love makes you lucky?

Hello folks…Valentines week is in full swing, couples are expressing their love to their partners and vowing to stay together forever, well that’s good but do all of them actually mean it?. The ones who are in a serious relationship are feeling happier than ever that they got to spend the valentines with the person whom they think they are deeply in love with. The only thing that confuses me here is that if their love is really true then why it fades away. Love is a timeless feeling, it doesn’t vanishes unless it is untrue. Majority couples break-up just because they think the spark in their relationship has died. Honestly that spark was created by them only at the first place and if they really wanted to stay together they could have made it again. Having the person in your life whom you loved doesn’t make you lucky. The most essential thing is to sustain your relationship and not many couples have succeeded in doing that.You can only say that luck is in your favor when you manage to overcome every obstacle that is put your way to test your commitment, also not letting your connection to bear any harm, no matter whatever are the circumstances. The people who have a true and deep relationship never just simply vow that they love each other, they know how to fulfill the promises they have made also their feelings remain unscathed even if the odds are against them. They achieve an ocean of contentment when they look into each others eyes. Their touch never looses its novelty even after years of togetherness. Their love never fades away with time and the spark between them only grows more intense by each passing moment. Now just to clear a bit, don’t think that the couples who are truly devoured in love never fight. They also fight though the only change here is that they know how to make their partner’s anger evaporate in a moment. If they suffer any setback in life all they want is the support and love of their partner to get back to normal. No matter what challenges they have to face in life they trust their commitment of staying together in every thick and thin. If things are going a bit rough in their relationship they would sit and clear everything that is troubling them, unlike some other people who just break-up by saying ‘It’s not working out’. They do everything to make things work out and if they are trying from the core of their heart things do often work out. The memories they created stay long after they are gone leaving a mark of their togetherness and the love they shared set an example that if you loved someone truly you have experienced heaven on earth.

Can Killing The Emotions Help You In Solving All Your Problems…

Hello folks…In my first blog post I would like to share something that most of us have thought of doing at least once. We all have our fair share of crushes, relationships and also break-ups. As we all know happy endings are purely fictional, In reality there most certainly comes a time when the person you loved with all your heart walks out of your life leaving you in emptiness. While recovering from your emotional turmoil one of the many thoughts that cross your mind is that the biggest reason of your suffering are your emotions. Your emotions hold the power to make you feel miserable and that’s the worst thing about them. Nobody likes to feel miserable therefore they decide to get rid of their emotions or temporarily numb them. I have seen innumerable people giving in alcohol or drugs just to avoid thinking about the unpleasant memories of their life. But does that really help, Well a big no. Honestly suppressing your emotions can create more troubles for you as they will surely surface again but with more intensity because it’s impossible to completely knock them out of your body. At first I was also headstrong on my decision to get rid of my feelings after my relationship debacle but few days back a conversation with one of my friend also a relationship adviser changed my whole perception about this thing. She told me that sadness and happiness goes hand in hand, numbing your emotions might help you in avoiding sadness but it will also takeaway your happiness. You won’t be able to feel anything and hence will turn into something else but certainly you won’t remain a complete human being anymore. So instead of treating your emotions as a curse you should try to understand them. Pour out your feelings on a piece of paper and free yourself from everything that is not making you happy. Use the pain that is caused after some unfortunate incident into something productive. Never forget a heartbreak or any person exit from your life does not mean it’s the end of the world, you will wake up with an opportunity to change your life for better. The choice is yours either you can step closer to your aspirations or you can just brood over the negatives in your life and get more and more depressed. Life has huge variety of things to explore but still majority of the people lose the will to get happy again after suffering a big blow. It’s wrong. Yes take your time to recover from your loss but don’t take forever. After a while give your life another shot, who knows this time perhaps you get the contentment you deserve.